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    <title>bee_in_the_hive @ 2008-04-20T13:01:00</title>
    <published>2008-04-20T17:02:03Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-20T17:02:03Z</updated>
    <content type="html">now that i think about it...i need a new alliteration poem. mine just doesn't take the cake</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bee_in_the_hive:57174</id>
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    <title>bee_in_the_hive @ 2008-04-20T12:45:00</title>
    <published>2008-04-20T16:46:41Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-20T16:46:41Z</updated>
    <content type="html">anyone have any love/ hate poems they wanna donate to me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i need 2 free verse poems&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and also 1 that shows sound poetry, imagery, and personification. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yay! all due by tomorrow. i'm soo screwed</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bee_in_the_hive:56967</id>
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    <title>jokes</title>
    <published>2008-04-04T00:04:11Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-04T00:04:11Z</updated>
    <content type="html">A nurse walks into a bank. Preparing to write a check, she pulls rectal thermometer out of her purse and tries to write with it. She looks at the flabbergasted teller and without missing a beat says,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, that's great..........that's just really great.......... Some asshole's got my pen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Four old timers were playing their weekly game of golf, and one remarked how for Christmas this year he’d love to wake up on Christmas morning, roll out of bed and without an argument go directly to the golf course, meet his buddies and play a round.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His buddies all chimed in and said, "Let’s do it! We’ll make it a priority, figure out a way and meet here early, Christmas morning."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A month later, that special morning arrives, and there they are on the golf course.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The first guy says, "Boy this game cost me a fortune! I bought my wife such a diamond ring that she can’t take her eyes off it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Number 2 guy says, "I spent a ton too. My wife is at home planning the cruise I gave her. She was up to her eyeballs in brochures."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Number 3 guy says "Well my wife is at home admiring her new car, reading the manual."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They all turned to the last guy in the group and he is staring at them like they have lost their minds. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I can’t believe you all went to such expense for this golf game. I slapped my wife on the butt and said, ’Well babe, is it sex or golf?’ And she said, "Take a sweater..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was having trouble with my computer. So I called Harold the&lt;br /&gt;computer guy, to come over. Harold clicked a couple of buttons and&lt;br /&gt;solved the problem.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He gave me a bill for a minimum service call. As he was walking away,&lt;br /&gt;I called after him, "So, what was wrong?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He replied, "It was an ID ten T error."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I didn't want to appear stupid, but nonetheless inquired, "An, ID ten&lt;br /&gt;T error? What's that .. in case I need to fix it again?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Harold grinned.... "Haven't you ever heard of an ID ten T error&lt;br /&gt;before?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No," I replied.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Write it down," he said, "and I think you'll figure it out."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I wrote down . I D 1 0 T&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I used to like Harold.</content>
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    <title>wow it's been a while</title>
    <published>2008-03-27T17:46:16Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-27T17:46:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So ..... I've decided working at Fox Run sucks because i wanna get my eyebrow pierced. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need a new job. NOW!</content>
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    <title>i've never met someone in my whole life who...</title>
    <published>2007-12-14T02:28:42Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-14T02:28:42Z</updated>
    <content type="html">makes me want to hurt her. she is soooo ignorant. and she thinks that i make her feel stupid. wtf is up with that? I MEAN TRUST ME I KNOW I'M A BITCH. OH I KNOW. I REALLY DO KNOW. IT'S NOT A SECRET!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but. this person is sooo aggrevating. it makes me very mad. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she needs to grow a pair, man the fuck up. fend for herslef, andstop being so goddamn insecure about everything in stupid little life. LIFE DOES NOT FREAKING REVOLVE AROUND HIGH SCHOOL. grow up!!!!! arrrggg</content>
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    <title>comments please.</title>
    <published>2007-10-13T15:06:45Z</published>
    <updated>2007-10-13T15:06:45Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So last night was eventful. 12 Man floor, 1 host ( me ), and Bridget as the manager :)!!! 3 1/4 page wait. I had to take names, run the board, page, and walk at the same time. It wasn't as hard as I thought it was going to be, but more so than you'd think. ( forgot to clock out last night after shift I Think. I know i went over to the clock but i don't remember swiping my badge .gosh. but i remember looking at the scheule, and seeing if Rachel L remebered to plate me some soup ( she forgot) ...so i was on the freeway when that thought occured to me, called bridget and i will check with the MOD today when I get in)). WORST COMES TO WORST I WILL JUST DO A MISS PUNCH FOR YESTERDAY. i know what I time i worked (3:45-8:22). &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But this morning I woke up uncertain of what my life will be like after High School. I KNOW, that I DO want to go to College/University. The thing is when. Now i know what you're thinking AFTER HIGH SCHOOL CORINNE! Yeah, but why? I was taught to live my life the way that i want to. and What I want is to put college off for a year. Everyone ( friends, family, people i just met) asks me almost DAILY what my plans are for COLLEGE. Oh that word again. And my answers, they're lies. I tell them I want to go to Community College for 2 years to decide what I want to be and then go off to University. But in REALITY I want to take a year off. Everyone just assumes I've sent in my college applications. But ACTUALLY i haven't even went to a college website to even look at ONE. I don't think College is the place for me NEXT YEAR. In the FUTURE of COURSE. But after I graduate High School, I don't think that right after it's the place I want to be. But who know's Schoolcraft Community College might just be the place for me next year. But right NOW I don't think so. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I find myself constantly asking myself " who am I?, What will become of me? what's in store for me? what will I do with the rest of my life?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Highschool is almost over. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What will I do?</content>
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    <title>St. Louis.</title>
    <published>2007-10-03T02:09:30Z</published>
    <updated>2007-10-03T02:09:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I leave for St. Louis this Thursday in the early morning. I am missing 3 days of school. I pretty much am fucked when i get back. but not too bad. I am getting most of my hw tomorrow. I already got some of it. My cousin Scott is married to his fiance Jamie. it should be a great wedding i'm excited to see all of my cousins.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so tomorrow consists of:&lt;br /&gt;1. school&lt;br /&gt;2. trying on dresses to wear to the wedding after school at rose's house.&lt;br /&gt;3. shoe shopping so my feet don't freeze in flip flops down there.&lt;br /&gt;4. fucked over if none of rose's dress fit me.&lt;br /&gt;5. doing homework.&lt;br /&gt;6. packing. packing. and did i mention i need to pack? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fuck. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;miss ya. text me or something. i will miss you all. love yaz</content>
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    <title>Pink- Who Knew.</title>
    <published>2007-08-31T03:31:28Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-31T03:31:28Z</updated>
    <content type="html">You took my hand&lt;br /&gt;You showed me how&lt;br /&gt;You promised me &lt;br /&gt;You'd be around&lt;br /&gt;Uh huh&lt;br /&gt;That's right&lt;br /&gt;I took your words&lt;br /&gt;And I believed&lt;br /&gt;In everything&lt;br /&gt;You said to me&lt;br /&gt;Yeah huh&lt;br /&gt;That's right&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Chorus:1]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If someone said three years from now&lt;br /&gt;You'd be long gone&lt;br /&gt;I'd stand up and punch them out&lt;br /&gt;Cause they're all wrong&lt;br /&gt;I know better&lt;br /&gt;'Cause you said forever&lt;br /&gt;And ever&lt;br /&gt;Who knew&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Remember when&lt;br /&gt;We were such fools&lt;br /&gt;And so convinced&lt;br /&gt;And just too cool&lt;br /&gt;Oh no,&lt;br /&gt;No no.&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could touch you again&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could still call you a friend&lt;br /&gt;I'd give anything&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Chorus:2]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When someone said count your blessings now&lt;br /&gt;'fore they're long gone&lt;br /&gt;I guess I just didn't know how&lt;br /&gt;I was all wrong&lt;br /&gt;They knew better&lt;br /&gt;Still you said forever&lt;br /&gt;[Who Knew lyrics on &lt;a href="http://www.metrolyrics.com]"&gt;http://www.metrolyrics.com]&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And ever&lt;br /&gt;Who knew&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah yeah&lt;br /&gt;I'll keep you locked in my head&lt;br /&gt;Until we meet again&lt;br /&gt;Until we&lt;br /&gt;Until we meet again&lt;br /&gt;And I won't forget you my friend&lt;br /&gt;What happened&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Chorus:3]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If someone said three years from now&lt;br /&gt;You'd be long gone&lt;br /&gt;I'd stand up and punch them out&lt;br /&gt;Cause they're all wrong and&lt;br /&gt;That last kiss&lt;br /&gt;I'll cherish&lt;br /&gt;Until we meet again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And time makes&lt;br /&gt;It harder&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could remember&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I keep&lt;br /&gt;Your memory&lt;br /&gt;You visit me in my sleep&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My darling&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who knew&lt;br /&gt;My darling&lt;br /&gt;My darling&lt;br /&gt;Who knew&lt;br /&gt;My darling&lt;br /&gt;I miss you&lt;br /&gt;My Darling&lt;br /&gt;Who Knew&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who knew</content>
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    <title>school</title>
    <published>2007-08-16T02:16:32Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-16T02:16:32Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so i register for classes Monday August 27th. This whole Senior year thing is getting a little to real for me at this point. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I mean...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;homecoming game is Sept 28th,&lt;br /&gt;homecoming dance is sept 29th,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Queen of Hearts is Feb. 9th,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Donkey Basketball is March 6th,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mr. Union is March 14th,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Prom is May 23rd..whoa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Graduation Rehearsal is June 4th&lt;br /&gt;Graduation is June 5th.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like..holy crap!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think A.C.T. retakes is September 15th too. This year is going to be interesting.</content>
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    <title>HOST!!</title>
    <published>2007-08-09T23:32:45Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-09T23:32:45Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So basically i'm really happy right now!! For the past like two weeks I've been freaking out mentally about the host position. I had my first interview the day before I left for Caseville with Sikneh,Kelsey,and Rojxhi...and then I moved on to round two with Amber and Maggie this past Tuesday. And today I had my interview with Scott. and I had suspicisions about it. I wasn't too sure how it went. But then I got a call tonight from Amber and I got the postion. I'M ECSTATIC!! I'M SOO EXCITED!! omg!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;:) yes!!!</content>
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    <title>Caseville. Pt. 2!!</title>
    <published>2007-08-04T18:54:21Z</published>
    <updated>2007-08-04T18:54:21Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So I'm home from my glorious vacation of walks on the beach, good dinners, picture takings, boat rides, jet skiing, horseback riding, go carting, swimming, laying on the beach, and spending time with some of my favorite people in the world!!!! Caseville was really fun this year!! And i'm sooo happy I went! I'm gonna have to go visit my cousin Laura in New York soon. We had great talks, and watched great movies. I finally finished the 7th HP book. It was pretty good. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I work tomorrow :( that sucks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Second Host interview on Tuesday. I'm nervous. I hope I get the job. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i miss Kate though!! and others you know who you are. miss ya tons. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we should hangout.</content>
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    <title>Caseville.</title>
    <published>2007-07-28T05:22:56Z</published>
    <updated>2007-07-28T05:22:56Z</updated>
    <content type="html">YAY! When I wake up soon I will be leaving for vacation for a week. Then going to a babyshower when I get back August 4th. and August 5th is back to work!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;call or text me 313-720-9617 if you're bored...I bet I will be getting a bit bored while i'm up there like no other. pretty much gonna spend most of my time on the beach getting tanner. Not that I'm at all pale..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so leave me comments to come back to, coz' when I get there I gaurantee at least once this next week i will be getting online at my Uncle and Aunt's house coz' they have the internet there!! :) love you all &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;miss you already</content>
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    <title>SHIT</title>
    <published>2007-07-18T22:25:13Z</published>
    <updated>2007-07-18T22:25:13Z</updated>
    <content type="html">...So i'm walking to work on Friday. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wish me luck. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Errrr....Should be a blast.</content>
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    <title>Am I depressed or is this just a phase in my life?</title>
    <published>2007-07-11T17:31:24Z</published>
    <updated>2007-07-11T17:31:24Z</updated>
    <content type="html">When people ask me, " How are you today?" .... i think in my head " i've had better days." and yes i respond with...something along the lines of " i'm great, and how are you today?" ::sigh:: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I cried yesterday for a half hour in the morning for any reason that is beyond my range of consciousness. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i need to write an entry about Allie. gah. maybe later tonight.</content>
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    <title>I cried this morning so that part of my life is through for a while.</title>
    <published>2007-07-10T19:40:07Z</published>
    <updated>2007-07-10T19:42:11Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So A.Wynn wants and ego boost. let's see... So A.Wynn this entry is for you. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dear Amanda Wynn,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I first started working at fox run i loved that when Lola would put me in the cafe I would work with you and we would have great laughs. We would talk about Harry Potter and random ness things that would make u laugh for hours on end. It's the sweetness that when we're at Coffee Time together you Kate and I just sit in a little table by ourselves away from the big ole group and have our own sweet conversation about well nothing in particular. Sometimes I don't think that everyone else gets you, and to be frank i'm not sure if i get you. But I'm sure that you are a great person at heart and you will grow up with pride and make your family and friends proud of you. And you will be proud of yourself. Now I know what you're thinking, you're thinking that I am just writing this and none of this is true. But really it is true. And I miss our sweet sleepovers where we would go to Emagine and watch a movie, and then go to BWW or to Hooters ( we only did this twice or three times at most) and then we'd go back to your house and watch Aladdin. Because well that's the best Disney movie ever!!!!!! Of course duhh!!!!!! and our miss our times of RIGHT!!!! AND WHUD UP!!!!! and remember when I gave you your nick-name A.Wynn NOW THAT WAS THE SWEETNESS!!!!!! no lies here ladies and gentlemen. so all in all we love Harry Potter, and we love to have fun. So sometime soon we should abduct Kate into driving us to coffe time so i can use up my coffe time gift card. LOVE YA LOTZ!!! :D :) :P</content>
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    <title>My Childhood Memories coming back to me./ Ego Boost</title>
    <published>2007-07-09T21:54:46Z</published>
    <updated>2007-07-09T22:11:36Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Today I woke up as usual around Noon ish. And I turned on my computer booted it up and went on AIM and then myspace. And when I got onto myspace I happy and surprised to find that a friend from my childhood has commented me on myspace. And yes she has before but this morning it was about memories from our childhood that we used to do together things that we did when I was like 9 and she was 11. And our older brother's were 13. And so on....and so forth. I woke up this morning with an uneasy feeling of tears that need to be let out which I still haven't cried yet which I need to desperately but I can't find something that make me cry. And I need to cry and that scares me because I don't know what i need to cry over this urge to cry it freaks me out. The last time I cried was June 29th technically June 30th ( don't mean to bring back painful memories Kate i'm sorry!!) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay but back to the whole child memories deal. this is the comment that i received this morning while getting on myspace and it surprisingly made me wish that they hadn't moved away and I brought so many great and bad memories from those years. Most i can see clearly some that i can hardly at all picture. Afterall I was very young at the time. but here is the comment "hey old friend. tim and I were reminiscing the other day about lazy days spent circling the street in front of Ms. Davie's house to make bike tire tracks from the never ending puddle, our concoctions of halloween soup, hide and go seek tag on bikes, our "secret" route to McGowan, loosening the tires on John's bike, stealing snow, and all the other good old days of our childhood. Oh to be little again! "&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;(P.S. tim-is her older brother. He is in his 3rd year at Wayne State studying to become a movie director&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;her-name is Danielle my best friend from my childhood we did everything together until we went to different schools since she is two years older than i am. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and my brother is John. we were mean to him a kids. and now that i am older I feel bad about this somewhat. he was vulnerable and we took advantage of that. i'm sorry. but you're 21 now. lol yay!!! ) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And then like 3 hours after I read this. I get a friend request and a message on myspace from her old friend named Sarah. Whome I am aparently supposed to know but i have no recollection of what-so-ever. That makes me feel really bad because I would hate for me to remember someone and for that person to not remember me. That must suck for her. But I guess for me too because I'm sad that I don't remember her at the same time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now back to the whole needing to cry situation. I felt the need to cry on Saturday night (Kate's birthday) when we were all sitting around Kate's living room place i guess and we were watching She's The Man. I left because i felt that the atmosphere was uncomfortable. Where i proceeded to sit on the counch in the dark talking to Rose on the phone about florida and her brother and such. and then i texted Emily for a long time. And the whole time I wondered if anyone really realized that I had gotten up and left the room. I feel that the Dynamic Duo doesn't like me. And puts on a fake sense to make me feel included. Which i mean obviously if they are they think that they are doing a great job of it as a matter of fact. So the mood lightened later that night when kate and I had a funny chat while tryin to fall asleep before work the next morning. But what kind of person says to you at a restaurant with all of your "friends" ( the quotes) and says a comment like : " i'm sorry Corinne I know you don't want to sit next to me." I MEAN C'MON!!!!! It's our friends 19th birthday and you go and say something like that. thanks a lot. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need to hangout with Emily NOW, SOON, GOD!!! Because somehow even in the worst situations Emily has a way of saying things that makes any situation all better. and i love her sooooo much for it!! I need to see her soon. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey Kate,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the rest of this entry is for you. Today I got really bored around an hour ago which means i go browsing. Which means I re-read almost 3/4 of all of my old entries on this baby. And I came across the one that said we were gonna give each other those ego-boosts. Well I didn't occur to me until i read that entry and those comments that we never did our ego-boosts about each other. I guess they became un-important after you left for you first year of college at Oakland University. Which speaking of I cam across another entry where I was talking about deanna in the comments about a GVSU hoodie. Where you said i could buy myself an OU hoodie where it made me laugh that I now "OWN" one of your's. Thank YOU!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So here is that ego boost that I owe you!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To Kate: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I never thought that I would become fast friends with such an amazing person so fast. i never thought we would actually be friends after my Sweet 16th Surprise party that you came to. Thank You for the lovely pinata by the way I loved it. Thank you for driving me everywhere when I need you the most you are here for me. And I know that we will NEVER have what you and Sarah have. But as long as I can text you I am fantastic!! Even if you don't text back i get a sort of comforable feeling that lets me know that wherever i am i can text you something totally funny and random and you won't be pissed off by it. In the short time we have known each other i think uhh 1 1/2 or is it 2 years that we have known each other we have shared some good times together. staying up late talking online at your house to our friends, eating "the pasta" until we have garlic coming out of our feet, and then taking trips to taco bell. You are lovely and sweet and we have some things in common that I love about us. A) when you or I get emotional at work we both know that we need to be left alone to sit and cry by ourselves and have nobody bother us because what is going on nobody can help us with. B) You come pick me up 15 minutes away wasting yout precious gas and time to come pick me up in Redford just that we can have fun together. and on my end I appreciate it because the times we spend together end too fast. and on your end you are probably like...damnit i have to go pick her up again wtf. C) we both have never taken an AP class in our lives. and never will for that matter. D) I am sure that we both will grow up to do great things!!!. Oh!! and about Christmas Eve there isn't anybody else in my life who would grab my wrist and have my blood dripping down their arm in my time of vulnerability. I thank you for that and I'm sorry that I made you cry that day. That was a hard day for me to get through I am scarred by punch bowls for the rest of my life. You came to my rescue in time of need and I am forever greatful for it. i love that when we are in an awkward situation you have a car and we can run away together. Frankly if i had  a car that would mean that we would have to leave together but in different cars and on my end that doesn't seem right at all. After the so called incident that Friday night. I thought that things between you and I would never be the same. Because frankly I didn't go with you. And we go "ALMOST" everywhere with each other. And I may never understand what happened that night but no matter what I am here for you. Even though I wasn't that night. I missed you SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHH these past two sunday's where you work utility. Omlettes is just not the  same anymore. I still love it Amanda Barbosa rocks but i need my Kate there to make me laugh, and to be there makeing flames with her pan. I need to get excited with you when Mrs. Bradley comes for her Feta and Chedda. Hopefully someday we will reunite and make omlettes together again. I love you, and i know that we have our tense moments i our friendship but every great one does right?! yes. What I just said there just made me think of a quote that I learned that I think is true and I will share it with you, but i think you've already seen it before:  I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. It's on my myspace and possible my facebook. But i think that is applies here. sorry if you disagree. You are great person and you should never have to hurt ever again. I hope that you aren't creeped out. lol.</content>
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    <title>gurr...</title>
    <published>2007-06-14T16:37:19Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-14T16:37:19Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so i'm sick and tired of not having a man in my life. i mean wtf. i know single life is easy. but seriously sometimes nice fling or relationship is a good thing right?</content>
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    <title>so....</title>
    <published>2007-05-25T17:20:35Z</published>
    <updated>2007-05-25T17:20:35Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i've decided that although my life has been very fun and filled with everything, that i would like a boy. hmm....i should get on that. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;any takers? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahahahahahhahahahhahahahaah i make myself laugh.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bee_in_the_hive:52787</id>
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    <title>COMMENTS..WHAT???LOL</title>
    <published>2007-04-14T01:20:48Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-14T01:20:48Z</updated>
    <content type="html">hey guys. i love you all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i haven't updated in sooo long. i am on Kate's lap top right now. at my house we have no internet right now because we have no money to pay the bill. I went out Thursday of last week came home Sunday after work. hung out with Rose on Monday because she got her driver's license and we shopped and did all kinds of fun things all day. I saw Blades of Glory that day FUNNY MOVIE. went out again Tuesday to Oakland county for work spent the night at Mara and Arika's to visit Kate the next morning at OU for lunch with her and Erin. she's really nice we tons of fun. we went to great lakes crossing mall. and i got 2 shirts, and a panty/bra combo it was awesome. then  we went back to Marika's mom's house where we went prom dress shopping for Mara ( kate stayed at school of course)...we went to 3 different places and she didn't find any she liked. so her mom got us pizza we ate. and then shane, and kelsey o came over and we played games. and then that night i stayed at kelsey's house and we hung out all day. and kate came to drive me home around 5pm that was thursday. not it's friday and i just got off work. kate was in the shower. and we are getting ready for a fun night at Bridget's. then WORK TOMORROW? NOOO.... work Sunday morning 9:30 sharp. Saturday night Mongolian BBQ for the first time. for becky's 19th birthday. I'M PUMPED. never been. hear it's good though. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kelsey is leaving tomorrow morning with her family for Las Veagas i know she'll have fun. I think Allie comes home in a couple of days from Marco Island Florida. i hope she had fun. i love ya all. :D &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so that's my spring break. oh yeah April 7th was my birthday. i'm 17 now. :) ....Easter was spent at work.</content>
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    <title>i love my friends :D/ the weekend.</title>
    <published>2007-03-25T22:29:14Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-25T22:29:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So on Friday I went to work. It was fun in the sun day. That was a fun day. I got out of work pretty early but had to wait for my friends whom i love very much. We went to Bridget's Soccer game. Ands he won 2-3. and she played a good game. That night I spent the night at Mara and Arika's mom's house with them of course. We tried watching Cry Baby but i feel asleep. And i slept in Arika's bed, it was sweet. Then we went to the work at 11. I worked 1:45-7:30 that night. And then i hung out with Kelsey, Mara,Arika,Allie,Shane,and deanna. we went to Big  Boy's and ate dinner. Then we went to Mara and Arika's mom's house. And she showed us her dress. Then we just talked for awhile. Then Bridget came, than Kate came. and Arika finally put it on. The dress is sooo pretty I really like it. :D ......then Kelsey and I left their house around 11:50 got to her house at midnight and we went to bed around 2:30-3 am ish. Woke up and drove to fox run. Today was a nice day after that night bit of rain. Hope work was alright for you all. They are probably out right getting their piercings done. :D hope they look good guys. love you. :D &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i work tomorrow for Stephanie. and She is working for me on Tuesday. This should be fun. I also work Friday and Saturday again. i wonder if i work Sunday though. oh well......probably not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bye :D</content>
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    <title>ACT and MME ( no one comments me anyways)</title>
    <published>2007-03-14T21:23:42Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-14T21:23:42Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Oh wow these past two days have been tiring. Holy crap. I think that the ACT kicked my butt and i'm gonna not get that great of a score. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when we took our 15 minute break they gave us water and a granola bar. COOL!! lol I was sooo hungry. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today my friend Laura was sooo hungry while we were taking the Science portion of the MME her stomach growled soooooo loud I heard it on the other side of the room. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday after the ACT my friends and I went to TAco Bell. and then I came home and took and hour nap. Then when to work. and after work Kelsey, Shane, mara,Arika, Kate, Bridget,Allie, A.wynn, and Swynn, N I all went to coffee time where most of us got a Strawberry Banana smoothie. It was good times. And then Bizzle drove me home. Speaking of which we need to go party at Bizzle's sometime again soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today during the goddamn 2 portions of Social Studies. we had to answer like 30 questions and then write a freaking essay. so we to answer like 60 questions altogether and write essays just for the S.S. portion alone. DANG!!!!!!! but i think it went well. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this weekend should be fun. :D can't wait. i wonder what we are doing though. lol &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whoot whoot for the it being over</content>
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    <title>uhh</title>
    <published>2007-03-09T00:32:59Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-09T00:32:59Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i am not too sure why i am posting this here and on myspace. but whatever&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Top Twos&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two Names You Go By:&lt;br /&gt;1.Corizzle&lt;br /&gt;2.Corinney-Poo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:&lt;br /&gt;1.sweat pants&lt;br /&gt;2. wife beater tank top&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two Things You Want in a Relationship:&lt;br /&gt;1.trust&lt;br /&gt;2.personality&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two of Your Favorite Things to do:&lt;br /&gt;1.hangout with friends&lt;br /&gt;2. party&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:&lt;br /&gt;1. T Ho's hot chocolate or an iced capp.&lt;br /&gt;2. to not have homework&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two pets you had/have:&lt;br /&gt;1.lady&lt;br /&gt;2.maggie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two top friends:&lt;br /&gt;1.Rose&lt;br /&gt;2. to many to choose from now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two things you did last night:&lt;br /&gt;1. slepped&lt;br /&gt;2. read&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two things you ate today:&lt;br /&gt;1. lasagna&lt;br /&gt;2. chips&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two people you Last Talked To:&lt;br /&gt;1. mom&lt;br /&gt;2. Kate&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two Things You're doing tomorrow:&lt;br /&gt;1. going to school&lt;br /&gt;2. hopefully i have enough friends that one of them will want to hangout with tomorrow since it's Friday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two Favorite Holidays:&lt;br /&gt;1) christmas&lt;br /&gt;2) memorial day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two favorite beverages:&lt;br /&gt;1) mountain dew slurpees&lt;br /&gt;2) diet sprite&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two of your least favorite things to do:&lt;br /&gt;1. be home alone&lt;br /&gt;2. stuck with nothing to do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two things you want to do before you die:&lt;br /&gt;1. get married&lt;br /&gt;2. travel the world&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two things you absolutley cannot live without:&lt;br /&gt;1)my cell phone&lt;br /&gt;2. my friends&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two things you'd change about yourself:&lt;br /&gt;1. maggie tells me i have an atitude&lt;br /&gt;1. she thinks i'm cliquey&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two things you would take back:&lt;br /&gt;1. applying for service coach&lt;br /&gt;2. thinking that i might actually have a chance at getting it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two foods you love:&lt;br /&gt;1. chicken&lt;br /&gt;2. pasta&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two foods you hate:&lt;br /&gt;1. sweet pickels&lt;br /&gt;2. salt and vinegar chips&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two favorite resturants:&lt;br /&gt;1. Apple Bee's&lt;br /&gt;2. Olive Garden&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two favorite places:&lt;br /&gt;1) Caseville with my cousins&lt;br /&gt;2. Florida&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two fears:&lt;br /&gt;1. not getting into college&lt;br /&gt;2. living on the streets&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i got bored.</content>
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    <title>crap crap crap crap crap</title>
    <published>2007-03-06T01:50:50Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-06T02:20:11Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I &lt;font72&gt;think I need a ride to work on Saturday. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahahahaha maybe I won't show up. Hahahahahahahaha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they would kick my ass.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So i think i have told most of you about the class of 2008 curse. How every year since we were all 6th graders at Hilbert Middle School at least one person who was in our class or was supposed to be in our class has died. Last week another one passed away. This sucks but i wonder who will leave us next year. :(</content>
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    <title>take this</title>
    <published>2007-02-19T04:57:29Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-19T04:57:29Z</updated>
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    <title>semester grades</title>
    <published>2007-02-09T00:59:14Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-09T00:59:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">American Lit- B&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Psychology- A&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Algebra 2- B exam grade B-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;General Chemistry-D exam grade D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aerobics-A&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Spanish 2 Advanced-A exam grade C &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so i didn't fail. thank god!!! :)</content>
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